i really, really like you. idk. weird right. you’re just a normal person to people. but to me? you’re extraordinary. when you’re in a crowd, you stand out; not because you’re tall, but because you’re the guy who has stolen my heart. the guy who makes me smile. the guy who threw crayons at me. the guy who gave me sex education once. the guy who.. made me forget every single negative thing in a world for a moment just because he smiled. i love you, its hard to say it. i want to tell you that but i can’t. you’d ignore me again, everything will go downhill. sometimes you’re mean to me, but its okay. i’m used to it. i’ve loved you for months. i haven’t stopped yet. yes, i do like another guy. but no one ever compares to you. you’re my first love. you’ve taught me how to love, how to fall in and out of love, how to never ever give up on people you love. i’ve never gave up on you. i try my best to forget you, but how can i forget the boy who sits beside the person who sits in front of me in class? its not that easy. i hope it was.

i love you, but you shouldn’t know that.